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And yes it's true
You left a lasting impression
My headlong descent
Into acute depression
Precipitating
My childlike regression
Service payable
At diner's descretion
Shattering all
Of my life's equilibrium
Padding the walls
Of my mind's sanitarium
Lighter in hand
Head to toe in petroleum
Suicidal or manic
With no happy medium
You are the mirror
Reflecting my hopelessness
You are the mirror
Reflecting my uselessness
You are the mirror
Reflecting my lovelessness
You are the mirror
Reflecting my life's a mess............................