Perhaps I Have The Answers

My uselessness
My ugliness
My unloveableness
My shallowness
My bitterness
My selfishness

Too painfully aware of my crushing mediocrity
So there's the answer staring right back at me
All falling into place
In front of my face.....................

I Hope You're Not About To Break My Heart

Crystal once said

We never lie when we dream

If she's right

All my hopes for the future

Are falling apart at the seams

All that I wished for

All that we planned

Head in turmoil

Your dreams of another

My insecurities spinning out of hand

Woken by your moaning

Smile on your face

Then the name of another

Breathed in pleasure

Oh such distaste

Is it business unfinished?

Is it for him that you yearn?

A feeling of anger

Jealousy, hurt, fear

Fester inside and brightly burn

Flatness, unsure

Trying so hard to pass it by

Your accusations in defence

Your protestations

Still failing to answer why

And oh my God

How glad was I for those onions

Masking the tears as I cried